well folks, here we are. today's been an epically good day for me (of sorts). i received a call from the job search committee of a position i applied for telling me that i'm one of their top preliminary pics and they want to set up an interview with me! this is exactly the type of position i dreamed about getting right after graduation, so i'm super excited about this. and nervous. and hopeful. i'd have to move to virtually the middle of nowhere, but for the experience, it's one of the best moves i can make.
sadly though, i didn't have anyone to share the good news with in person. but i saw #2 @ work today. she saw my post about getting the interview and i saw hers about her good day so we shared a nice hug. just a bit longer and tighter than is appropriate between friends. then after we both finished our shifts, but still had time before punching out, we sat together in the break room watching southpark. i couldn't help it... i put my arm around her, held her close and rubbed her back for the whole thing. she didn't object. a few coworkers saw us & surprisingly, i didn't care.
clearly, there's something very fucking wrong with me...
shit. i still like her & would totally be into us having another chance (or at least just being able to hook up w/ her). i feel like this isn't good.
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