so, in post 39 i was talking about my attraction to #2 (who, for the sake of confusing the shit out of you, shall from here on out be referred to as "snowflake") being solely based on how she reminds me of athena. well.... the more i work w/ her and see her nearly every day, the more i realize this was more than a little inaccurate.
we worked together sunday, and she was looking amazing. she still had mascara on from the night before and she had straightened her hair. i couldn't take my eyes off her.
i texted her:
"I'm not 100% on the best way to say this, but...
today, you helped me realize how right I was about something I once said:. you are the most beautiful woman in the world."
so, yeah.... i'm still stupidly enamored with her. honestly, i can't think of anything that would make me happier than kissing her again and calling her my "it's complicated". she's the only person who can keep my mind off athena and i haven't exactly been 'happy' too often when we haven't been together.
career:
i made it through a webcam interview for that job and was invited to the community as a finalist for 2 days worth of interviews. it was as umm.... exciting... as one would expect it to be. i don't think i'll get the job, but i'm not going to lose any sleep over it. it's so far from everything. about 3 hrs from home, so i'd end up losing most of my friends. nearly 1hr from a city. i'd be bored. the small town thing would end up being the death of me, i'm sure.
chix (part 2):
so the german classmate girl (#3 - i think) randomly called me out of nowhere last thursday. "hey, it's been a pretty shitty rough week or two, we should get together next week and do something." so we agreed to get together last night (monday).
well.... i worked sunday for 16hrs until 0400, went home and hit bed @ 0500 and was up by 0900 monday morning. went to work noon-1900 then went and had dinner w/ her. 4hrs sleep, nearly 1/2 gallon of coffee. yeah - it was a great time :-)
i emailed her saying it was fun & we should get together again soon for margarita night (last time that happened, she threw me over the trunk of her car and proceeded to make out for a while) and she promptly replied that that's an amazing idea, but work & school are pretty chaotic right now. we settled on the week after thanksgiving to get together again.
idk that i'd be interested in dating her. it really didn't work out last time and i'm pretty sure we want too different things in a relationship, so it might not be a great idea to try. however, i would totally be into us having a bit of fun & going out every now and then. maybe some quality making out. maybe something more? updates as events warrant.
