hmmm - post 44

let's recap: NYE was a total shitshow... with this coming week, i'll be up to 4 jobs (yet none that are full time or offer benefits or are giving me consistent hours). i've recently stooped low enough to accept that megan fox is acceptable 'fodder' (it's been a while). still looking for a real job - back to the whole over educated & unemployable thing.

NYE: i went to a hockey game w/ a buddy and that was supposed to be it for my plans that night. well... a few peeps i play hockey w/ called & said they had a table @ a bar near the arena & that i should stop by. i ended up going for a drink - which turned into the entire night. 2 of my buddies got ripped (including the one i was driving for - i had to stop 3x btwn the bar and his place, roughly 2mi or so). one of my female friends (who apparently, i've not blogged about before... i'm going to go tarantino here: back in '09 over summer, we went out drinking after a really early hockey game and drank for about 10hrs or so. i ended up back @ her place and her and i were on her couch cuddling around a bit while her sorta b/f was upstairs sleeping) was there as well and during the night we ended up dancing a bit (read: her grinding on me) talking quite a bit and she was giving out hugs for the new year - i got a kiss as well. well... that wasn't the only time she kissed me that night & if her b/f wasn't on the other side of the table, it would've been a whole lot better & more interesting. one of her friends (who i know casually as well) was also there and apparently thought those kisses were looking good b/c she got in on the action & started kissing me throughout the night. her and i ended up making out @ the end of the night. yeah... interesting night.

job #4 will be yet another driving position: everything from sedans to full on OTR buses. tack this on to my "regular" job of driving transit style buses & my casual driving tractor-trailers and that's 3 jobs of driving big shit. clearly my master's degree is pretty helpful for that :-/

megan fox: yeah, i'm watching transformers right now and c'mon... she's kinda hot.

i'm applying to jobs pretty regularly and trying to ask all my friends when i talk to them if they have any intel on hiring / openings. so far, i haven't had any success, but i'm still trying to hammer away @ it.

i've been doing pretty well keeping snowflake out of my mind, when i think about her (which is becoming far less frequently) it's usually about how i don't like her. when i start to think her name, i consciously stop and change it to athena's name. there has been an unintended consequence though - i need to have a crush pretty consistently & since i can't think of wanting to hook up w/ snowflake, i needed to find a replacement. i've realized that i've found someone i'm attracted to...