my type - post 46

i've been thinking about my "type" and as best i can tell, i don't have one. but if i did, "available" would not be on their list of traits...

it seems like every girl i'm interested in is either in a relationship or "unavailable" - emotionally or otherwise. i can't seem to get away from it... while at work the other day, i saw this really cute girl & i kept seeing her all day. occasionally, i'd stop and bullshit w/ her for a minute. she seemed nice. beautiful as well. gorgeous little face, soft looking lips, silken dark brown hair. an amazingly spectacular ass, perfectly curved - i would've loved to feel it under my hands while holding her chest to chest.

so, i stopped next to her and said something like "hey, i've seen you more than anyone else this weekend, and.. i feel like a dick b/c i've never even introduced myself" we traded names & i suggested that she come out to a little event i put on each month. well, that lead to the classic "oh, i have a finaceé"

i guess all the pretty ones are either taken or batshitcrazy.

after my little event, i met a buddy who goes out for karaoke most thursdays (who's been hounding me for a while to join him) and while getting a drink, this cute little curly haired blonde girl starts chatting me up. i talked to her for a minute or two and went back to the table w/ my buddy. after a little while, i tried to introduce him to her (and i'm clearly fuck awful as a wingman). unfortunately, she wasn't having any of that.

in retrospect, i probably should have chatted w/ her a bit longer for myself. but i just kind of assumed she was really young and wasn't really interested - was just passing some time while sitting alone at the bar - (though i was looking damn good, all dolled up in a sexily cut suit).

maybe i'll see her again, i can buy her a drink to apologize for trying to set her up w/ my buddy when she wasn't into it, then properly introduce myself and maybe take a shot in the dark. she's at least a college girl. she may even be interested in me going down on her. i've been craving some sweet pussy for a while now and really just want to enjoy the taste on the flat of my tongue and please someone again.

we'll see. perhaps.