listening to some Deadmau5 - Moar Ghosts & Stuff
i've been laying around all day trying to completely turn off the way that my amazing little princess taught me. most of today's been spent on the couch watching 3 discs of Planet Earth (the BBC version narrated by Sir David Attenborough), finishing a book i've been reading for the past week or so and making a solid dent into Deadline (book 2 of newsflesh by Mira Grant) and i meandered out to Caribou to enjoy some chocolaty beverages and sit in a comfy leather chair while reading and taking in a little change in scenery.
i miss my princess... she's moved away for grad school, as i knew she was going to be. our nights of sitting around chatting at the bar over a few drinks, weekends spent cuddling on the couch or cooking for her, her soft kisses ~ all things i don't know how i'm managing to get by without.
just before she left, i told her that i love her. she freaked out a bit at that. i figured she would, but i still had to tell her. i love her and don't want to be with out her.... we've chatted a few times since she left, but i wish she were closer and was available for cuddles.
there's a girl in the class i'm taking over summer. the 1st class, i looked at her at least 1/2 dozen times b/c how she had a remarkable similarity in appearance to my princess other than the fact that she was blonde and had so much gorgeous ink. we chatted a couple of times. last week i asked her if we could get a drink... she initially said sure & asked where. i suggested st. james, since i'd been hanging out there pretty regularly. i gave her my card & number. a few hours later, she emailed me and said that she had a b/f. what the fuck?? it could've been hot and kinda fun - but i would have thought of my princess pretty regularly. maybe it's better that it didn't work out.
princess: i miss you & i love you.
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