i think i've been on this site for about a month or so and in that time, i've only had about 5 lasses respond to any of my emails. 3 of them were just being nice and shutting down any further conversation...
one initiated contact with me & we ended up going on a couple of dates. she's actually older than me (which was a first for me) and roughly 12yrs older than my princess - so that's a little unsettling for me.
we met up for drinks on sunday night. it wasn't too bad - we spent like 3hrs just kicking back and chatting. i'd say it was a fairly decent conversation, but i just wasn't feeling any real connection or spark - every other girl i've dated, there's been that "ZOMFG - I WANT YOU" feeling. now granted, one commonality amongst every girl i've dated is that i'm no longer dating any of them, so that may not be the best litmus test to use... i figured i'd give things another shot, so i invited her to the crew match this past weekend - again, we chatted through most of it & the conversation was enjoyable, but i just wasn't feeling anything, even with her leaning into me and brushing against me while we talked. in the car while dropping her off, i feel like she might have been expecting to try for a kiss goodnight, but i was pretty closed off.
i don't know... i want to be with someone (i think). i do want my princess. but i'm open to dating another attractive, intelligent, athletic & interesting lass. now, where to find one of those that's also a little crazy and likes older guys?
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