it's been nearly a month. what's there to say? that intertube dating thing hasn't really panned out. i've messaged 1 girl in the past 2wks or so... BUT - the more important thing is that princess and i have been talking again for the past 2wks or so (yeah - i JUST saw that too... suddenly my inactivity on the online site makes more sense to me) and we've been having some really nice conversations, very similar to when we were seeing each other.
i messaged her about 2wks ago to ask her about something at her grad school & she actually replied pretty quickly and started chatting easily... so, we talked. and in a bit of a lull, she asked me: "do you still think about me?" of course i do... and of course i told her as much. then she told me that things have been kind of rough & she's really missing me (not that she hasn't before, but *this* was just a really strong kind of feeling).
and since then, we've been talking every couple of days (occasionally, briefly on back to back days). so today, she messaged me to tell me that she found the answer to my question - when the event is occurring - and i asked her if she'd let me take her. she said "we can do that", so... if not sooner, i'll get to see my beautiful, amazing little princess in about a month.
since her and i have this ridiculous total honesty clause in our relationship, i told her about my forays into intertube dating... she said it's completely okay and she wants me to date other girls and see what's out there. but, i don't. the constant rejection of no replies is kind of grating on me. plus, i'm just not meeting anyone and thinking "ZOMFG - I WANT HER" (see last post for this discussion).
so, with that said: at this point, it's kind of "princess, or nothing". and i'm not 100% comfortable w/ "nothing"
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