*sigh*
i've been thinking and replaying thursday night (super early friday morning) in my mind over again, b/c something has been... well. okay...
so, sunday night, we were at the restaurant and i started realizing that a few of her facial features, some of the things she says and some mannerisms struck me as reminiscent of snowflake. and that was mildly unsettling.
so, friday morning, we're flipping through some playlists to find something to listen to and she laid down on the bed, eyes closed, singing, dancing around... i moved her to somewhere more comfortable and she kind of "growl/meowed". that weird little verbal tick (which was repeated a few times that night) and the way she looked, smiling, singing, laying there... she's yet another athena. yet again, i'm subconsciously drawn to my goddess, wherever i can find her - even if i don't initially see it & it takes me a while to realize it.
it's not the only reason i'm drawn to her. it's not even in the top 10. but it certainly is an unsettling, disconcerting realization.
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