18 March 2012

depressed / bored - post 93

march is certainly shaping up to be a complete and utter fucking waste of existence...

the dating realm is pretty boring.  i haven't heard from munchkin since her replying that she wasn't particularly interested in taking in a sporting event this coming week.  and the bi girl never replied to the email i sent her.

i've discovered that my current financial resources are approximately $400 short for my bills due through 10 april.  and that's not counting the other say, $350 that i need to pay out later in the month.

oh, yeah - so here's a thing: i've been a professional driver since i was 19 (like, 13yrs) and have had my class A cdl since i was 22 (a decade now) but, my OTR experience was too long ago and all my local experience apparently doesn't matter for fuck-all of anything.

it also appears as though i'm unable to get a job at even a coffee shop.  things aren't looking good for either the analyst position or the liaison positions i've applied to.  multiple trucking companies have turned me down... my last resort backup plan has fallen through.  apparently, i'm thoroughly undesirable to women and employers.


clearly a suboptimal situation.


plus, student loans are going to come due again next month.... *sigh*  anyone up for some kurt cobain edition rock band?

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