05 March 2012

what the fuck am i thinking - post 90

so, i went to pick the bi girl up at 1930.  she opened the door and invited me in.  we started chatting.  soon, it was hours later & we never went out to the bar.  the conversation was good, intellectual, academic, interesting...

she's not exactly really good looking though & definitely nowhere near as small as the little munchkins and twigs i prefer and have been pursuing over the past year.

we kept moving closer and closer.  after a while, i kissed her.  we kept kissing.  one thing kind of lead to another....  *sigh*  why can't i just go back to sleeping w/ someone i really like and want to be with?  someone like princess or a^4 or athena (and yeah, i know i didn't fuck those last two, but the point remains).  

for some reason, my balls kind of hurt too.

anyhow - i was really hoping to be home by like, 2230/2300 so i could work on tax stuff.  it was after 0215 when i left her place.  have an appointment w/ the accountant at 1100.  i really need to get like 4hrs sleep so i can get that done.  going to try to sack out on the couch for a little bit.  then i really need to shower...  i feel like they don't make water hot enough :'-(

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