i think i'm developing a strong interest in one of the girls in my knitting group. she seems really amazing: a runner, cyclist, enjoys watching footy (and my favorite team), knows her way around good beers, has an advanced degree (in one of the "hard sciences" even) and is just super-cool (based on listening to her chat with everyone in the group over the past months).
friday, i'll be enjoying my favoritest little violinist in concert - live, in person - Lindsey Stirling. i'll even be able to have a photo with her. that should be kind of cool, except for the fact that i have no clue what to say to her.
sunday is athena's birthday. somehow, i didn't message her back in august (as i usually do) on the date that we hooked up all those long years ago. she'll ignore me again (as she always does) when i message to say happy birthday - but i feel like i need to send her some sort of message. i need her to know that i still think about her.
OKC sent me my weekly email of new matches. there was this one girl who was a 90% match. she seemed nice enough, though a little nit-picky, based on her profile. i started to think "hmm... i should message her and say hello" until i made it to her little diatribe:
I enjoy men who are big in the pants area. In fact, I can't date you unless you're well endowed. I don't want to waste any of my time or your own, getting to know you for a month just to find out that.. well, you know. So, sorry if that sounds bad, but that's me and I have my reasons
seriously? if that's your legitimate deal breaker, you're kind of a cuntbag. alright, you're a size-queen - whatevs man. but when you're saying that you don't want to "waste any of my time" just because someone's not hung like john fucking holmes - that's pretty much bullshit. i never cease to be amazed at what women put on their profiles. sort of like the one girl that indicated that she had been arrested while on a 1st date...
i'm so sick of trying to meet women online (and offline, for that matter). the last time one replied to me was back 22 March 2012. combine that with the constant rejection from the realm of trying to find work - and, well - it turns out that i am thoroughly undesirable to anyone. for any purpose.
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